Unable to move, unable to think, the fear inside keeps growing, and I need it to stop. The monster ready to come out and play, there is no way to stop her from coming.
She will come and destroy all of my humanity within me, no way to hide any longer. She is here banging, yelling, screaming so much pain. No way to kill her. She wants to come out for everyone to see but something is in her way—me! I am drowning inside of her. She wants full control. I will not let that happen. She will destroy everything I have ever done. She will destroy everyone I have ever loved. Or worse she will destroy me, but maybe I am already destroyed. What if she has already taken over? I can't stop it. She will conquer every part of me, my brain, my heart, my emotions, everything. She is me. She has become me. She has taken over. No more crying, no more hate, no more laughter, no more love, no more me. Everything has died.
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November 2019
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